Sunday, December 13, 2009


I wonder some days how I got here.
I wasn't always so fearless.
It is in my nature to force myself to be brave, to not hold back even when everything in me screams to.
I am not invincible or untouchable
and my body is breakable...
But I refuse to believe it
Even saying it now makes me cringe
For when I know in my heart nothing can stop me,
nothing can.
And that feeling of freedom
Of being invincible, even when I know I for damn sure am not,
I am convinced is why my heart continues to beat.
I crave to be scared so I can defeat it.
When my heart beats faster, I feel close to home.

Living is a thrill,
It is about time you joined the ride.


  1. "Do one thing every day that scares you." Eleanor Roosevelt :) Love you. Mom

  2. That is really good. Love the last two lines.

  3. man..i was reading the first one and i was like thats powerful and then i read this one its just amazing how much words can impact someone. ur very insparational. and i think i just found that quote i wanna live by "do one thing every day that scares you". it would be really cool to meet or do some of work with the non-profits u are workin with but hey im 15! u got alot goin on. hope ur accomplishin ur goal of living large.